Monday, March 10, 2008

no lie

it was wild
no one would believe it, really, except that i would not make that up
lying is only good when the lie is not
lying about excitement is pity
she was pretty
he was there
and there, behind closed doors, of all sorts
oh, if the doors had been open, the neighbors would have stared
and they never would have started
finished so many times
alive and light
in the small of the morning's back
it was wild
to make up for what we lack. 

Sunday, March 9, 2008

experience the weather


The weather has an awful
sense of humor
It isn't funny to imitate 
my tears
or whisper about my rendezvous
from tree to tree
with gray clouds laughing
endlessly
It really isn't funny
I don't laugh at you
When you are heavy winds
thundershowers passing through
Low to mid-forties
I am unamused
when the leaves chase each other 
desperately,
like me 
swirling counterclockwise, head down
and the sky is lit wildly
occasionally
I'm not moved
I respect your eloquence
so couldn't you at least
understand my neglect
and not get me wet
when my umbrella broke
My clothes are soaked
and all I ever wanted was
a cigarette?

-poetry two assignment six

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Anorexia is not as attractive as hula

It is for everyone, an equalizer death is the great equalizer but death is not Hawaii
is not sunrise and palm trees and paradise. Paradise is only for the beautiful you know
so they shift and spin and at 280o revolutions per minute (the only concrete sense involved)
their trouble drips off ounce by ounce Hawaii drivers' licenses make great fake IDs, they say
And ounce by ounce adds up in either case to tan lines and wasted time
So buy now buy now buy now.
We are happy in illusions  illusions make our lives worth living illusions are beautiful
And under such ideas it is certain, isn't it, that success in loss in imminent
Dizzy twisting continuously with palm trees dazzling in the background like so many
pictures that aren't real some people were not meant to do  that
And so the cords are cut society is  but we go on living like it's fair
Work without work is only liaisons in lies and laughter
Our hearts beat faster with the thought of the people dreams are made of tanned bodies on the beach that might not be so out of reach if it weren't for the foolish appearance of 
his rouged cheeks after all, we spend a lot of time alone
First time reactions are not necessarily real only unrehearsed
They say that it's amazing, that it feels good who wouldn't want that?

-poetry two assignment five